.Friday, December 26, 2008 ' 3:57 AM Y
-- you're always in my mind --
hahas..belated MERRY CHRISTMAS..
ytd nite i slept late den baby called me in e middle of e nite..
i returned call.. at e end quarrel..
den i don need slp 4 e dae lo..
cos later i needa go 2 church 2 celebrate christmas..
though christmas is over but i did enjoyed..
i went church wit my bro..
den i meet joeann & tiffany at expo..
it was freezing but funny n enjoyable service..
meet new frens n did chatted a while..
after service we went changi airport eat..
i was damn hungry when traveling 2 e airport..
at e end we ate mac.. *yucks*
i ate mac for 3 years le yet i still go ea mac..
after eating headed home..
actualli ytd till now i still haven slp..
now i think i'm lye a zombie.. hahas..
anyway when i reach home..
i change clothes & went out agian..
tis tyme i went 2 play badminton..
i was realli tired..
yet i could still play..
at e end my hand injury pains acted up..
so i coulden continue..
tats sucks.. it hurts 4 a long tyme..
but i don care..
at e end i went home 2 shower..
cos i hav 2 meet an old fren 4 dinner..!
my bro when along too..
i dunno how 2 say la..
act a lot n at e end when 4 a movie..
"Australia"
borin.. i realli felt lye slpin inside..
omg.. tat stupid show made me sitted dere for 2 1/2 hrs
its killin me.. at e end nothin 2 do so is e end of my dae..
hahas.. nitex
3:57 AM
.Monday, December 22, 2008 ' 2:02 PM Y
-- you're always in my mind --
pass so many daes.. i realli dunno wad 2 write on blog..
oh my.. lookin at e photos i wonderin is tat me??
but it is.. 2 bad i took bery little photos..
its been long..i found tat i realli change..
STRONGER..??WEIRD..??
i've put up wad i can le..
i realli misses someone..
y tis kinda of missin some1 is so xin cu..?
makes me felt lye cryin..
kisses 4 eu..baby..
i look kinda weird.. but i lye tis photo..
i'm 2 tired i guess..
i'm happi..
not only e daes n little tyme tat i spend wit eu..
eu r my main point 2 laughter..
i wanna tell eu..
"I Love Eu..!"
.Monday, December 15, 2008 ' 1:10 PM Y
-- you're always in my mind --
wows.. its been daes..
hahas should i b laughin or cryin..?
i dunno how 2 say..
dere is a dae tat is on wed nite i stayed out i did not go home..
my bro told me tat ytd nite when i stay out some1 search through my things..
I HATE IT..
wad's e use by searchin my things..
wad dey wanna know..?
does dey know wad's privacy..?
dey realli make me feel lye hittin them..
but i cnt.. dey r my family..
i don even go through their things witout askin..
i finalli know y i don lye 2 stay at home..
cos of e quarrel, fightin n goin through ppl things..
2 me tat wasn't a home instead is a hotel..
but dere is some ppl doesn't wan me 2 stay out cos dey care..
seriously i don c any need tat i stay at home all e tyme..
tis n tat cnt use.. m i a stranger at home..?
I HATE MY FAMILY..
IF WERE GIVEN A CHANCE 2 CHOOSE..
I'LL CHOOSE A NEW FAMILY..
now i realli spendin most of my time outside wit frens..
things realli change..
now 4 me is 2 wait 4 for e rite him n my future..
knowin wads best 4 us too..
for now my job is 2 do my own stuff..
no more other things tat gonna make me tired n stress out..
if he knows wad i realli wanrts..
its's gd..
n i love him wif all my heart..
tats 4 sure..
when can i realli know wads my future is..
is lovin some1 realli a torture..?
if it's jus count me out..
for him: anyway i hav 2 pray 4 him..
he's goin overseas for trainin 2dae..
early mornin receive his msg..
wantin 2 reply..
but i was damn tired 2 do it..
hope he don mind..
no matter wad hope eu r doin fine dere..
anyway gtg.. i'm workin.. hahas..
1:10 PM
.Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ' 2:44 PM Y
-- you're always in my mind --
its been daes tat i wrote something in my blog le.. 5 daes ago i celebrated my birthdae..it was quite enjoyable.. though tis year is not a gd year 4 me.. nomatter wad now i'm 18! my galfrens hav 2 work on e 5 so they celebrated advance 4 me.. n it's on e 3.. tat dae i hav 2 work but i meet them after work to bugis 4 steamboat.. it was full n tired but i'm happi cos they rmb my dae n presents.. hahas.. nomatter how busy they r they still take up tyme 4 me.. but we said tat b4 christmas we will meet up again.. n tats 4 sure.. not 2 mention other frens did wishes me too.. hahas.. now i realli felt happi.. i'm no longer needa worry tat i've done mistake 2 let some1 b unhappi.. but weekend i stayed at home n rest cos i'm realli tired..mon i went out wow tat dae is also quite a dae..bought lots of things tat mostly was not paid by me.. hahas i can only say thks.. not 2 mention who.. ytd nite i went 2 meet a old fren many memories n things tat i don wish 2 say it here.. quite enjoyable but at e end i didnt slp 4 e nite i was out.. till now i'm so damn tired.. but its ok.. i've use 2 b stayin outside.. but next tyme mus find a place 4 me 2 rest if eu r meetin me.. hahas.. hope eu don mind me sayin tis..To tat some 1.. thinkin bout e past i can say i'm foolish.. but not now cos i hav step out of e places tat those concern tat i need were no longer b useful .. tymes realli heals things.. 2 let eu know or not i realli 4got bout it le.. i'm not gonna thing bout future or anything bout things concernin us.. 2 say is mayb i found some1 tat realli treats me better?? or b alone i know eu can do it yurself but as not in yur point of view 2 think.. but things changes including me.. jus few daes it make me think lots tis prove tat no chances 2 let me think of e past n tymes wit eu.. i here realli wishin eu well 4 yur future n includin not hurtin other gals.. giv them a chance 2 explain n stand in their shoes n think sometimes.. not realli thinkin of wad yur fren thinks of eu.. i'll help.. as a fren i can only say gd luck..
2:44 PM
.Wednesday, December 3, 2008 ' 5:03 PM Y
-- you're always in my mind --
I saw e msg but i dunno is 4 who.. anyway i can only say thks n sry.. thks is for e memories.. sry is for e mistakes between us is unable 2 solve.. no matter wad enjoy yur life but not in sadness always happi.. hope tat things for us is not 2 bad.. i'll accept e fact n 4giv eu even it is rit or wrong.. it may even b messin our future.. but tats e choice eu wanted.. i don wan 2 force nor do anything foolish.. i'll live my life back into e cheerful me.. (:
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