.Monday, December 15, 2008 ' 1:10 PM Y
-- you're always in my mind --
wows.. its been daes..
hahas should i b laughin or cryin..?
i dunno how 2 say..
dere is a dae tat is on wed nite i stayed out i did not go home..
my bro told me tat ytd nite when i stay out some1 search through my things..
I HATE IT..
wad's e use by searchin my things..
wad dey wanna know..?
does dey know wad's privacy..?
dey realli make me feel lye hittin them..
but i cnt.. dey r my family..
i don even go through their things witout askin..
i finalli know y i don lye 2 stay at home..
cos of e quarrel, fightin n goin through ppl things..
2 me tat wasn't a home instead is a hotel..
but dere is some ppl doesn't wan me 2 stay out cos dey care..
seriously i don c any need tat i stay at home all e tyme..
tis n tat cnt use.. m i a stranger at home..?
I HATE MY FAMILY..
IF WERE GIVEN A CHANCE 2 CHOOSE..
I'LL CHOOSE A NEW FAMILY..
now i realli spendin most of my time outside wit frens..
things realli change..
now 4 me is 2 wait 4 for e rite him n my future..
knowin wads best 4 us too..
for now my job is 2 do my own stuff..
no more other things tat gonna make me tired n stress out..
if he knows wad i realli wanrts..
its's gd..
n i love him wif all my heart..
tats 4 sure..
when can i realli know wads my future is..
is lovin some1 realli a torture..?
if it's jus count me out..
for him: anyway i hav 2 pray 4 him..
he's goin overseas for trainin 2dae..
early mornin receive his msg..
wantin 2 reply..
but i was damn tired 2 do it..
hope he don mind..
no matter wad hope eu r doin fine dere..
anyway gtg.. i'm workin.. hahas..
1:10 PM
